It is absolutely freezing today!!!!
What's up with the weather, man?!
It snowed in Florida for the first time in 25 yrs. Yow! No man.....Trinidad here i come!
Monday, January 11, 2010
Saturday, January 9, 2010
May I
May I
See… through you .
your posturing postulates … and pandering
shrinks my plain eyes to lay parallel on planes
beneath your six inch heels that stand
on my stains.
In your arms
my inadequacies
are cupped in cotton comforts
like cleavage
‘kotched’ between Scotch see thru.
That make up this take up
of taped up confidence.
may I
see thru you
your window sills
the world like fixtures
painting life still.
While my sight rest
Buttressed on stilts.
Without you
I bid time adieu
pandering in my faults
as I pry into my fears…
I see the world-
like affairs…
Trying- to
make out moving stills.
These eyes are strained
before the movie… stills
May I …
See thru your frames
Framed on caricatures of a mother’s pain.
May I…
trespass -
pass your thighs
So I can stop squinting
Like lips
quivering
Like eyes…
Closed
Like legs…
crossed
And lower
lips …
Clothed.
you are the lover I won’t admit to
but pride cowers
and callow
may I seem
because my needs
Can’t nosh in fallow fields.
Seeds sowed shallow
into my field of vision
lacking the luster –of 20/20 precision.
The care in your hands
that caress this world in high definition.
Even though
You are the lover I won’t admit to,
Admittedly
you are the only one
My inadequacies
will submit to.
So again I ask
Panting-
Pleading Please…
May I- see…
thru you?
-Stephan Morrison
See… through you .
your posturing postulates … and pandering
shrinks my plain eyes to lay parallel on planes
beneath your six inch heels that stand
on my stains.
In your arms
my inadequacies
are cupped in cotton comforts
like cleavage
‘kotched’ between Scotch see thru.
That make up this take up
of taped up confidence.
may I
see thru you
your window sills
the world like fixtures
painting life still.
While my sight rest
Buttressed on stilts.
Without you
I bid time adieu
pandering in my faults
as I pry into my fears…
I see the world-
like affairs…
Trying- to
make out moving stills.
These eyes are strained
before the movie… stills
May I …
See thru your frames
Framed on caricatures of a mother’s pain.
May I…
trespass -
pass your thighs
So I can stop squinting
Like lips
quivering
Like eyes…
Closed
Like legs…
crossed
And lower
lips …
Clothed.
you are the lover I won’t admit to
but pride cowers
and callow
may I seem
because my needs
Can’t nosh in fallow fields.
Seeds sowed shallow
into my field of vision
lacking the luster –of 20/20 precision.
The care in your hands
that caress this world in high definition.
Even though
You are the lover I won’t admit to,
Admittedly
you are the only one
My inadequacies
will submit to.
So again I ask
Panting-
Pleading Please…
May I- see…
thru you?
-Stephan Morrison
Friday, January 1, 2010
I am
tired of singing int he rain
and
screaming my pain
and I'm tired
of letting you go when you know u just want to be near me
Lol.
That's my little rant...:)
So my friend from school Stephan, who is a real asshole but i still love him....I know he's gonna read this....just raised an issue to me: well I added to it.
I said, "Men are simple", after which I went on to explain why I said it (since he asked). Any way it all ended in him telling me to blog about it.
I strongly believe men are simple, not in a derogatory way as in tryna say they are stupid. No they aren't, duh. Men just find life more pleasing. Once they get what they want they're good. They enjoy the simple things and just want the basic neccesities. I mean what heterosexual man are u gonna hear arguing about his shoe color or his haircut or something as, I don't know, rudementary as that?!
Let's face it . Women make evrything hard on themselves. They always searching for the deeper meaning in things. A guy will sit down and enjoy a gorgeous sunset (if he's that kinda guy) while a woman gonna wonder what kinda planetary allignments are in place. A guy will enjoy a glass of champagne while a woman will fuss about its price. Seriously (whether it be too cheap or too expensive)! How many guys you know will take longer to get ready for a party than a girl......very few.....And how many guys you know will have to completly swagg out for sumthing as simple as a bar-b-q....well i k no a few but still...they the minority.
Guy just enjoy life better....Is it becase women are generally more emotional and are always tryna find a deeper meaning in things? How many men you know will annalyze a conversation to figure out if a girl really likes him? I kno evcery girl does that....well he said hi...o but if he said hello well that must mean somthing else...which it might but watever....
so yeah thats my rant of the day...lol
tired of singing int he rain
and
screaming my pain
and I'm tired
of letting you go when you know u just want to be near me
Lol.
That's my little rant...:)
So my friend from school Stephan, who is a real asshole but i still love him....I know he's gonna read this....just raised an issue to me: well I added to it.
I said, "Men are simple", after which I went on to explain why I said it (since he asked). Any way it all ended in him telling me to blog about it.
I strongly believe men are simple, not in a derogatory way as in tryna say they are stupid. No they aren't, duh. Men just find life more pleasing. Once they get what they want they're good. They enjoy the simple things and just want the basic neccesities. I mean what heterosexual man are u gonna hear arguing about his shoe color or his haircut or something as, I don't know, rudementary as that?!
Let's face it . Women make evrything hard on themselves. They always searching for the deeper meaning in things. A guy will sit down and enjoy a gorgeous sunset (if he's that kinda guy) while a woman gonna wonder what kinda planetary allignments are in place. A guy will enjoy a glass of champagne while a woman will fuss about its price. Seriously (whether it be too cheap or too expensive)! How many guys you know will take longer to get ready for a party than a girl......very few.....And how many guys you know will have to completly swagg out for sumthing as simple as a bar-b-q....well i k no a few but still...they the minority.
Guy just enjoy life better....Is it becase women are generally more emotional and are always tryna find a deeper meaning in things? How many men you know will annalyze a conversation to figure out if a girl really likes him? I kno evcery girl does that....well he said hi...o but if he said hello well that must mean somthing else...which it might but watever....
so yeah thats my rant of the day...lol
Thought
As a river runs deep,
my soul flows away,
becoming lost in your ocean,
concealed at your bay.
Loveing is losing yourself to a soul
No longer one, but half of a whole.
-Onella Lue
my soul flows away,
becoming lost in your ocean,
concealed at your bay.
Loveing is losing yourself to a soul
No longer one, but half of a whole.
-Onella Lue
Thursday, December 31, 2009
HOW DO I WANT TO END THE YEAR?
Serious question.
I had a blessed, exciting, fulfilling, yet somewhat regretful year. I had tonnes of things happen to me that where either blessings or curses. I've learned from them from the mistakes and am grateful for the Blessings. Well I'm happy for both because you know either way you get something that will help you along the way.But anyway I am now taking that deep breath in preparation for a new year.
Its really amazing the things that happen to you and the things you put yourself through and the things that you allow to happen without looking. And the sad thing is no matter how much you talk about it, no one will ever know the full story and the real reason for anything except you. Allowing yourself to do things you know are good for you even though other people might question it, is completely your doing, and to your benefit. Likewise doing thing you know will only hang you in the end is, just the same, up to you.
So for next year, my dear readers, I want to leave you with this.
Don't do anything you know you will regret. If you have to think twice about it, simple, don't do it. Always trust that gut feeling and follow your intuition. Always seize an opportunity. Though i strongly believe that if its a worthwhile opportunity it will present itself again, just to make sure though, try it anyway. But once again if it doesn't feel right don't do it.
So that's my little lick of wisdom. Have a happy 2010 y'all. May it be prosperous and Blessed and the mistakes be minimal. LOL!
HAPPY NEW YEAR Y'ALL!!!!!
I had a blessed, exciting, fulfilling, yet somewhat regretful year. I had tonnes of things happen to me that where either blessings or curses. I've learned from them from the mistakes and am grateful for the Blessings. Well I'm happy for both because you know either way you get something that will help you along the way.But anyway I am now taking that deep breath in preparation for a new year.
Its really amazing the things that happen to you and the things you put yourself through and the things that you allow to happen without looking. And the sad thing is no matter how much you talk about it, no one will ever know the full story and the real reason for anything except you. Allowing yourself to do things you know are good for you even though other people might question it, is completely your doing, and to your benefit. Likewise doing thing you know will only hang you in the end is, just the same, up to you.
So for next year, my dear readers, I want to leave you with this.
Don't do anything you know you will regret. If you have to think twice about it, simple, don't do it. Always trust that gut feeling and follow your intuition. Always seize an opportunity. Though i strongly believe that if its a worthwhile opportunity it will present itself again, just to make sure though, try it anyway. But once again if it doesn't feel right don't do it.
So that's my little lick of wisdom. Have a happy 2010 y'all. May it be prosperous and Blessed and the mistakes be minimal. LOL!
HAPPY NEW YEAR Y'ALL!!!!!
Fashion-Smashon
I wanna start my clothing line in 2010.....as in working on it. Making actual pieces and stuff. I've been sketching for years!....like since I was 13, I think, and I've always would make doll clothes when I was younger. So it's only natural that at this stage of my life I should be looking to making it a reality, right?
Ive been looking through old vogue magazines and found some Marc Jacobs pieces that I loved and I thought id look em up online and share with you. So here it is:
These were some of his worst pieces, as some magazines claimed.......LIKE SHUT UP!.....THESE ARE ALL SILHOUETTES OF TODAY! of course we can identify with the plaid and the baby doll and the kinda pumpkin thing......these were lines from 1999 and 2000....so its frustrating that he foresaw these fashion types and put it out there and he got blasted for it. But yet, fast forward to 2009 and here comes the same styles and silhouettes. That's a real bitch. the worst part about it though that because he got slammed for his grungy apparel he turned to a softer more sleek style.......BLAH! And now he's more classy in his pieces and lets face it not as outlandish as he used to be. I still love him and I wanna keep on track with him so I'm going to put up a link to his website and a few pictures from his 2010 collection. and just FYI, his website is amazing! it has active catwalks of all his collections, and u kno what, just go look....http://www.marcjacobs.com/.
Marc Jacobs is a really interpretative designer. He has been celebrated and questioned and loved. I just hope I can have the same or more of an impact on the fashion world as he has.
Here's some of his Winter 2009/2010 line:
Pictures found at http://www.fashionising.com/pictures/s--Marc-Jacobs-AutumnFallWinter-20092010-Womens-Collection-2317-1.html
Marc Jacobs Website: http://www.marcjacobs.com/
Ive been looking through old vogue magazines and found some Marc Jacobs pieces that I loved and I thought id look em up online and share with you. So here it is:
These were some of his worst pieces, as some magazines claimed.......LIKE SHUT UP!.....THESE ARE ALL SILHOUETTES OF TODAY! of course we can identify with the plaid and the baby doll and the kinda pumpkin thing......these were lines from 1999 and 2000....so its frustrating that he foresaw these fashion types and put it out there and he got blasted for it. But yet, fast forward to 2009 and here comes the same styles and silhouettes. That's a real bitch. the worst part about it though that because he got slammed for his grungy apparel he turned to a softer more sleek style.......BLAH! And now he's more classy in his pieces and lets face it not as outlandish as he used to be. I still love him and I wanna keep on track with him so I'm going to put up a link to his website and a few pictures from his 2010 collection. and just FYI, his website is amazing! it has active catwalks of all his collections, and u kno what, just go look....http://www.marcjacobs.com/.
Marc Jacobs is a really interpretative designer. He has been celebrated and questioned and loved. I just hope I can have the same or more of an impact on the fashion world as he has.
Here's some of his Winter 2009/2010 line:
Pictures found at http://www.fashionising.com/pictures/s--Marc-Jacobs-AutumnFallWinter-20092010-Womens-Collection-2317-1.html
Marc Jacobs Website: http://www.marcjacobs.com/
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Happy NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!
I have made it!!!
One semester down.....woooot!!!
If i didn't already say it, I started University at the most illustrious University of the West Indies, in the highly prestigious Faculty of Law. Kudos to me....^_^
But anyway.
I started University and it was indeed a wild ride.....sigh
But yeah, I've met tonnes of new people, some of which I'm deciding to get rid of, all of which have impacted me in some way or another.
Well you can see the date right....it's like two days till New Years.....wow!
Another year already!
So i just wanted to share with you my readers some of my resolutions. Here goes:
Resolution #1
STOP FEELING DEPRESSED AND FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF!
Yeah, betcha didn't know I'm emo...lol...and it wasn't something deliberate, wasn't something I saw on t.v. one day and was like "Oh! there's a new way to outrage my parents, lemme do that!"
NO!
I have always been somewhat of a loner, I've not a lot people that I trust truly, and with all that's going on in my life I do feel down and like I shouldn't be around anyone at that time.
So making this resolution is tryna break that part of my personality. I hate feeling down all the time and I don't wanna be a cloud of despair around my friends. But at the same time this feeling has been apart of me for a long time so I'm hoping i can break this trait.Even during the semester it affected me severely, as anyone close to me would know. And even though it sort out now, i still don't want it to phase me again.
Resolution #2
Hustle Hard!
Lol.....sounds like a rap line I know but I am really serious. This year is going to be epic for me. Life changing even, I can feel it in my bones. I'm picking up all my old hobbies and hopefully starting my clothing line.*no jinx, no jinx, please!*
I'll also be engaging in alot of activities through out the year and I just hope I can learn through it for my future endeavours.
Resolution #3
Really take care of my health. As we speak I'm suffering from a possibly severe illness, won't say which, but yeah its serious, and I've realized through the year, I've been sick waaaaay to much! So yeah, i have to get a grip on my health and work to making it better.
That's my resolutions for this year.
I really hope I can reach them.
If your reading post what your resolutions will be. I'd like to hear em. Thanks for reading y'all!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
One semester down.....woooot!!!
If i didn't already say it, I started University at the most illustrious University of the West Indies, in the highly prestigious Faculty of Law. Kudos to me....^_^
But anyway.
I started University and it was indeed a wild ride.....sigh
But yeah, I've met tonnes of new people, some of which I'm deciding to get rid of, all of which have impacted me in some way or another.
Well you can see the date right....it's like two days till New Years.....wow!
Another year already!
So i just wanted to share with you my readers some of my resolutions. Here goes:
Resolution #1
STOP FEELING DEPRESSED AND FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF!
Yeah, betcha didn't know I'm emo...lol...and it wasn't something deliberate, wasn't something I saw on t.v. one day and was like "Oh! there's a new way to outrage my parents, lemme do that!"
NO!
I have always been somewhat of a loner, I've not a lot people that I trust truly, and with all that's going on in my life I do feel down and like I shouldn't be around anyone at that time.
So making this resolution is tryna break that part of my personality. I hate feeling down all the time and I don't wanna be a cloud of despair around my friends. But at the same time this feeling has been apart of me for a long time so I'm hoping i can break this trait.Even during the semester it affected me severely, as anyone close to me would know. And even though it sort out now, i still don't want it to phase me again.
Resolution #2
Hustle Hard!
Lol.....sounds like a rap line I know but I am really serious. This year is going to be epic for me. Life changing even, I can feel it in my bones. I'm picking up all my old hobbies and hopefully starting my clothing line.*no jinx, no jinx, please!*
I'll also be engaging in alot of activities through out the year and I just hope I can learn through it for my future endeavours.
Resolution #3
Really take care of my health. As we speak I'm suffering from a possibly severe illness, won't say which, but yeah its serious, and I've realized through the year, I've been sick waaaaay to much! So yeah, i have to get a grip on my health and work to making it better.
That's my resolutions for this year.
I really hope I can reach them.
If your reading post what your resolutions will be. I'd like to hear em. Thanks for reading y'all!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
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